Done With Life

This is the very first song I wrote, so it's not very good. Sorry

You came knocking on my doorstep
Said for me to let you in
Heard the rumor that's been going round
Came to stop me from doing myself in

You said that it's not over
So say it's not over, now
Don't you dare give up and let yourself drown
Said that it's not over
So don't say it's over, now
You just have to keep moving on
Pick yourself up off the ground

Well, honey, well precious darling, here's my reply to you
You ain't the one who's drowning
Ain't the one walking in these shoes
I'm tired of breathing water
Tired of sinking in the gray
So why don't you try moving on
When hell is your life every day?

I'm saying that it's over
Yes, it's really over now
Don't you come up to me and tell me not to drown
It's finally over
Cause I say it's over now
I tried moving on like you told me
But kept falling down

There're scars on my body
Scars on my mind
The whole wide world's weighing me down
With memories that ain't exactly kind
I once flew up into the sun
But wasn't prepared to get burned
So had my fall of Icarus
Got what God said I earned

You're saying that it's not over
So say it's not over now
Don't you dare give up and let yourself drown
Saying that it's not over
So don't say it's over, now
You just have to keep moving on
Pick yourself up off the ground

Well sweetie pie, before you cry
Let me fill you in
The devil came here before you
Had me sign his book of sin
I've strewn madness and misery
For others and myself
So darling, you'd better let me be
Before I turn your life into hell

I'm saying that it's over
Yes, it's really over now
Don't you come up to me and tell me not to drown
It's finally over
Cause I say it's over now
I tried moving on like you told me
But kept falling down

Yes, for me it's over
It's really, truly over now
I can finally sleep forever as I go down
It's finally over
God, let it be over, now
No need to keep moving on
When I can let myself drown

But for you it isn't over
Don't let it be over now
Just go back to where you came from
Forget that you saw me drown
For you it isn't over
No, it isn't over, now
I pray that you don't remember
And that you make it out

I'm sorry that it's over
I know it's too early to be over, now
But I'm so tired of bleeding
Tired of crying out
I know it shouldn't be over
But for me it's over now
Let me close my eyes forever
Look away, don't see me drown